Praise to god...on september 2nd 2011, the 'merisik' or 'to inquire' entourage from the men side to set the date for the engagement date went on well. I cant tell or describe how i felt that day...still shocked & surprised that this engagement ceremony will really take place, sad because im no longer a little girl anymore and have to prepare to let myself go from my family guardians and care (halfway as it'll be full way when u got married later), afraid of the test 'dugaan' that i might face as a fiance and the responsibility that i might have to carry after this, frightened whether i make the right choice to be engaged...and all kinds of mixed feelings inside. However in spite of all that feelings, there's a feeling of bliss and a thing called happiness inside of me...:) We've gone thru soo muchhh for the past 5 years of our relationship and i think its about time that we deserved to be happy.
Although the decisions to get engaged was so sudden (we also didnt expected that we're gonna get engaged this fast,trust me both of us felt surprised and stunned as well) but as i said before i just believed that 'Once He has a plan for you there's nothing that can ever stop Him from making it happen'...i guess its just that 'our time' has come...soon or later your time will come as well...and u may never know. There's no better explanation or answer that i can give if people around us starts questioning our decisions.When people ask when ur gonna get married?ur gonna said "oh lame lagi..i tak ready lagila" ("not anytime soon..im not ready yet") but when 'it' did come for you...it just will without u knowing.Sometimes u just got to have faith in God that everything we do or did in this world, is when He is willing so and according to His permission.But if u go all the way,plan everything in this whole wide world this and that, but He didnt permit u to do so...it still wont happen.
Here, i would like say my bunch of gratefulness to my BFF Izzati, Natalie and Hanim for being so supportive and delightful when i delivered the news:) They literally jump with joy and fill with spirits of excitement. They never question and far from speculating why the engagement being held so fast...they just being so purely happy for me! :') (i think they were more exited than i am!tee-hee-hee) They've been on my back and on my side through my ups and downs and through my worst and happiness. They've been a loyal friend to me while others would be contemplating to be on my back and on my side.And i think no one else is deserved to be my dayang2 on my e-day except them:) Thank You my sayangness~ :)
Before i forget, i did tell you on my 1st post that im going to tell you why i do feel happy and exited? So the date has been confirmed 20.11.2011.
20.11 marks our 6th year anniversary:) its jz so happen that it was in a year of 2011.So not only the date rhymes together (we heart it) but it also marks our 6th years of togetherness:)
Pray for us that everything would go well...Amin.
Much Love-xoxo-
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